Please take the time to browse my gallery! I have some really awesome stuff in there that you guys are missing out of. The stamp was an easy thing to do but if you're browsing dA solely to find anti-Twilight stuff I suggest you look at this--->>>[link]
Seriously, I thought it would get more views and faves than what it has...

I'm currently searching for some of my drawings that I think I might have accidentally thrown away D8. BUT... during my search I found some other things that I haven't seen in a while. I found a couple of my old sketch books, folders full of drawing and doodles, and notebooks filled with attempts at writing my story. I have to smile. It's interesting to see how much I've progressed since I've started my artistic career. I have found drawings dated back to 2004 and there are a few that I'm sure are far older. xD There are ALOT of DRAGONS!!! I've also found some paintings that I forgot I had and they need finished or reworked to look better. I'm still in shock at some of my color pencil work, it looks so... what's the word I'm looking for... Inexperienced? Childish? *sigh* I've since learned how to properly use a color pencil... Yes, there is a proper way to color with a color pencil.
My sketch books are interestingly funny. They're filled with doodles, experiments and mad rantings about crushes and high school life. I was and some what still am, an angsty teenage girl. The notebooks filled with my attempts at my story are just as hilarious. I found four books that have the start of my story, some progress further than others. All the ideas I had written down for the characters have long been obsolete as I grew older and more mature. I don't want any of my characters to follow that "Mary Sue" structure. I'm still having trouble going about writing that story. It's been with me for years.

I'm very fascinated by what I found. I can't believe I use to draw like that! Now... as for those other drawings... They should be in one of my sketch books. They're loose papers... And I fear that I threw that sketch book away but I never throw my sketch books away... I'll tell you which ones I lost and then you can understand why I'm panicking so much.

The Bird's Brother
Argus's Eyes
Profile of a Man

My favorite set....

So I decided that I wanted to take a break from the internet and see how I'd fair. I found out something. Remember how I mentioned about a part of my brain that was locked up? Well, I found how to unlock it. I'm too distracted by the internet and I keep all the cool ideas locked away which makes me frustrated. Now I've decided that I'm going to limit my time on the internet. I'll only be on to check my dA, email and such. After that I'm going off to paint and draw, things I use to do before I got my computer.

In other news, I'm going to be in an art show on the 23rd and I would like to finish two more paintings for it. I have two done right now, pictures will be up later. I think tomorrow I'll go to Utrecth to buy some canvas and frames. I plan on stretching my own. It's a lot more fun. xD And you get more for your money.

As of right now, I'm going to rest for a bit before I start painting again. I just got off work and my legs hurt.

Herrow again watchers and anyone who happens to stumble on my page. I have a question.

Do you think I have what it takes to be a graphic designer? I'm going to school for it and because of school, I've been picking apart EVERYTHING as far as menu and magazine layouts to homemade fliers in offices. Now, I'm really not looking into doing anything like layouts, but I would really like to do more of the illustrative side of design, even photo manipulation but so far, my school hasn't really gotten around to teaching me that.... <_<(I'm paying over 50 grand for this shit...) I really want an internship or even a job in doing this. If anyone, ANYONE wants me to do something for them, let me know. Right now I'm looking for a bit of experience.

Please take some time and browse through my gallery. I have much cooler and well thought out artwork than my "I Support Vampires with Guns" stamp...

That thing has 154 faves and over 500 views... and it took me five minutes to throw it together >_>

There is something inside of my head that really pisses me off. It's a little part of my brain that has the potential to make a better person and artist. Once in awhile, it opens up and I'm elated, I feel like I can accomplish anything but soon those feelings are gone and I get, well, pissed. I know I can open it and keep it open. I know I can... I just have to keep working at it. I'll keep telling myself that I can and I will. It's going to take awhile, but fuck I'm determined.

I hate being bipolar...